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As I sit in this dark lonely room I can feel the pain throughout my body as a reminder of my past. Things I have done haunt me when I’m awake and make me tremble in fear from the nightmares. There’s a light from the window to remind me I can never leave this place, forever trapped in my misery. There is hope that one day I may be forgiven of my sins and leave this room to enjoy the life I only dream of.

This is what the last year has seemed like for me. I have lost some things I will never get back but life goes on as they say. I sometimes ponder leaving it all behind but I remember it's the ones that love me I would be leaving behind to suffer and asking why. Please forgive me my friends for not being on here for so long I have truly missed you all. Things are still day to day and I don't know what the future will bring but I hope to be on more and would love to hear what all of you are doing in life.

Your friend Insain X (Brian)

If any of you are interested I'm also on face book under Brian Madden. heart