My emotions are really outta wack right now....I don't get it.
No. I'm not about to have my period, sickos. I just feel happy one minute, pissed another, and then I get all depressed. Currently, I'm in the depressed stage. For a lotta reasons.
Some are...*cough* more personal than I'd like to tell you....my life is mine, not the internet's, I'll keep it that way, thanks. Besides, I'm a freakin' teenager, of course I have personal drama going on, I don't need to remind you. And I'd rather not add to all the drama teens babble about on the web.
Anyway, I do have one thing that's bugging me that I will tell you about.
I gave myself a goal for the summer a while back. I really wanted to start at least one of my comics, and possibly finish it before the school'd start. And I really wanna start my Noru ka Soru ka comic, because it's just amazing like that. Well. I literally have nothing. A couple character sketches and bios. That's it. And school starts in a month.
You see my problem? I mean, it's not like I have writer's/artist's block, I doodle all the time and I keep coming up with ideas for chapters in Noru ka Soru ka. But I just don't have any idea HOW TO START IT. And it's really pissing me off! It's like....holding me back from doing anything else....even drawing more designs....
I want it to be more of a third person omniscient story where nobody's the 'main character' or the 'narrator', and I REALLY don't want a "hi my name is...." or "Hello class~~" beginning. They bug me.
So pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease help me.....
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†They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine.†
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine.†