Last night I had a dream where I ran into a guy. His name`s Josh and I used to have a crush on him, still do. Of course he found out that I liked him and his words where "Sam`s pretty but don`t you think she`s kind of fat?" Those words started my drop of self esteem and last night in my dream he apologized. You don`t know how much I wished that was real. I woke up this morning and just rolled over and tried to go back to sleep because I wanted to have that dream again. It hurts to be called fat, goth, emo, cutter. Or hell even bipolar. But god hearing that guy say it hurt a lot worse because we talked and he was usually a sweetheart.
I don`t mean to be over dramatic, I probably sound like it, but I have to get this off my chest.
- samisaurusxo Community Member 
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