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Hi, every body for those of you who are new to gaia or to my friends list WELCOME! ^_^ but for those of you who are just browsing through profiles then you came to the wrong place cuase this is a rant and im sure you hate these kind of things....
Anyways.....this is a rant about a love hate well in my turms a L.O.V.E. & H.A.T.E. relationship so lets just say that theres a girl who really "loves" this guy but he just doesnt under stand that she really cares about this him and he's just 'what ever' about it
BULL s**t! HE IS!! >_<
now this girl that im talking about is acctully me ((my user name is chocobo_chickIX but if you want to know my real name PM me about it k!))and im starting to have second thoughts about this guy who i really like but i dont know if he under stands it.
So im just writing about how i feel in this stupid thing cause i thought it might help me with some other stuf that im going through in the real world like drama and friends and all that mummbo jummbo that people have.
so im just doing a thing called H.A.T.E & L.O.V.E. and ask people THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW JUST RANDOM PEOPLE!! how they feel about their relationship/buddy relationship/other friends boyfriends or girlfriends.....
we all have these thoughts like
"is he cheating on me" or
"can i really trust my bests friend in the whole wide world!!"
the answer is maybe yes or maybe no cause you really cant trust one another because trust is a two way street EVERY BODY SHOULD KNOW THAT BY NOW......
so if you want to be interveiwed or want to be in this thing that im doing then pm me~ ok~
BYE BYE PEEPS! ^ W ^
a new poem
He waits for me when im gone,
i cry for him when he leaves,
he asks me "whats wrong?",
and i say nothing when i try to keep it in,
he knows the i love him,
he is my world,
i love him a whole lot,
but theres something that hurts inside me,
i try to talk to him,
i try to be with him,
i try to close to him,
but nothing i do works for us,
Harvian i love you and i want to be with you for the rest of my life,
i want to grow old with you,
i want to have kids with you,
i want to marry you,

that is why i sometimes worry for you and im sure you worry for me like that time when i went somewhere with my friend and i WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HURT YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU HARVIAN AND I KNOW THAT I MEAN EVERYTHING TO YOU.
and thats why i sometimes dream of your touch and i always think of you near me


and these are the songs that kinds of remind me of you (mostly from blink182) --->
LOOK THEM UP ON YOUTUBE PLEASE~!
First Date - Blink182
I Miss You - Blink182





 
 
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