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I AM SO PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED.
I can never have my own thing to obsess over.
Something that I like that nobody else likes.
First I tried with Miley Cyrus. Didn't work.
Then with the Jonas Brothers. Didn't work.
Then with Twilight. Didn't work.
Then with anime. Didn't work.
Then with Hey! Say! JUMP. Didn't work.
Then with Sanrio. Didn't work.
Then with Asian-ness. Didn't work. (LIKE s**t, MAN. MY OWN ETHNICITY? I'M ASIAN, OKAY? AND I'M PROUD. AND I LIKE BEING CALLED 'THE ASIAN ONE' IN THE GROUP.)
Now with NEWS. AND IT'S NOT WORKING!

FRIGGGGG, I know I shouldn't be so pissed at this, but geeez.
I just want my own thing. And yet, I always have to share.
I know I sound like a big baby, but it's just that I want to be unique.
I've never liked sharing or copycats, but I usually just keep it to myself when I'm pissed.
I NEED MY OWN FRIGGING THING.
THAT NOBODY CAN COPY.
LIKE s**t. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR !?

FRIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, MAN.
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE.
I SOUND LIKE A b***h BUT I DON'T CARE.
JUST LET ME HAVE MY s**t, AND YOU CAN HAVE YOUR s**t.

THATS WHAT I MEAN BY "THEY TRY TO COPY MY SWAGGER, I'M ON THAT NEXT s**t NOW."

PERFECT LYRICS RIGHT THERE ^
BUT I'M TIRED OF MOVING ON TO SOMETHING NEW BECAUSE PEOPLE KEEP TAKING MY INTERESTS.
I WANT TO CHOOSE SOMETHING AND STAY ON IT.
AND I WANT IT TO BE MINE.
ALL MINE.
NOBODY ELSE'S.
LIKE FRIGGGGG.
GET YOUR OWN DAMN THING.

AND YES, I'M BEING SELFISH RIGHT NOW.
I CAN'T CHANGE THAT.
IT'S ME.
I LIKE BEING DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE.
I LIKE HAVING INTERESTS THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS.
I DON'T LIKE BEING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
I WANT MY OWN THING.