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We never fell to hopes
We only fell apart
We never let it rise
It never got past the start

We never got past the start..

Perhaps I wasn't meant to bloom
Perhaps I wasn't made for this
Maybe I was just for guard
I'm not meant for bliss

I owe my thanks to those who've tried
Owe them the start
And the nights I've cried
I owe them a sigh
But not my heart
I'll leave them the start
The start of the lie

I see now that it's not meant to be
Be done with this charade and thee
I don't want to cry for someone who won't cry for me
My walls should hold only me, I see

I'm tired of protecting, praying
Saying all I wish is your staying
I see my reflection, decaying
That's for me to care, I'm paying

But now I owe my thanks to those who've tried
Owe them the start
And the nights I've cried
I owe them a sigh
But not my heart
I'll leave them the start
The start of the lie

But not my heart
That I will keep
The fall's too steep
The pain I reap
Is what keeps me from sleep
But I'll count the sheep

Because I tell you now
What I feel I can't endow
It is nowbody's but now it's mine
I alone shall kneel and bow

I'll let you in on what I've known
I alone reap what I have sown

I owe my thanks to those who've tried
Owe them the start
And the nights I've cried
I owe them a sigh
But not my heart
I'll leave them the start
The start of the lie

Perhaps I just wasn't meant to bloom..
Perhaps I didn't quite have enough room..
I guess I'll figure out soon..
If I make it to the next full moon..