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well, heres how it goes:

my gf waited for a break up so i gave it to her. she just stopped acting like one...like she wanted us apart. she was the only gf i ever had that ever convinced me that she loved me, and she made it look so easy to let go :/ and as soon as we break up (on our 4 month) she gets her phone back and i get mine. everyone listens to her complaints as i keep to myself and my depression and say none. im the bad guy again. every time. on top of that, i get my phone taken away forever a week later. forever. my parents are no longer going to pay a shyty penney for me anymore. no college. no phone. not even ice cream. not even clothes. and theres no one there to comfort me. im all alone. no ones there.

now dispite the depressing over tone of this message, im the happiest ive been by myself biggrin ever! life is fantastic! chill with friends for weeks at a time, got a job and gotta love the flexibility of being single ^^ thats life. i could go on about how life is awesome, but i gtg T.T oh wells smile everybody have fun! God bless! biggrin