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You do not know me
Not a morsel more than a scratch
You know not a thing...Nothing
You don't know the me below my skin
The deepest parts of me
The parts that matter
You don't know
The words I combine into the perfect batter
The way they intertwine into perfection
You don't realize
That the release of anger to completion
would complete the problem
Start to finish...Ten minutes
We could resolve it
You don't know that
I like to feel special
A thought in anything would do
surprise me
I like those too
You don't know just how much passion sleeps inside me
Against your negativity it weeps in silence
I sometimes create violence
Just to escape you
You don't know me
Or what it takes
Yet you try to turn me on
But you do it wrong
You don't know that spot on my neck
Not there, but...here
Go faster and harder
If you want me sincere
You don't see the desires in my eyes
so I close them
drift to some other place
You don't even notice
Disconnected from the emotion you claim to have for me
You don't know my fantasies
In the darkest corners...hiding
Now saved for strangers I have yet to meet
You don't know my pain
The reasons for the tears I shed
Even though your hand pulled the trigger...
You must have blinked
You don't know that your tone never changing
changed me
Erased all the compassion within me
And replaced it with sadness
But you don't know my sorrow
It remains masked by feelings borrowed
You don't know how much I cringe
When you chew
Or the way you get Godly only when it's good for you
Hypocritically criticizing everything that i do
If you only knew me
You would know
How much I long to laugh out loud...for real
To love life with you
And live it
You wouldn't complain so much
About nothing and everything all at once
But you don't know me