ok so as you should know by now i have a boy toy... evil he is the stupidest thing ever created!!! he might be going to juvie... for the second time!!! the firsttime i gave him the benifit of the doubt because i'm a nice person...but this time im done with it! i tried breaking up with him before... but he cryed and i felt realy bad (because ididn't know that he has done that to all of his now ex's) ... so i took him back. (yeah i know... i'm stupid) but this time i'm done, he trys to get everyone to feal sorry for him just because he dosen't have enough people that he's manipulating! but thats just the kind of guyi usuallygoout with... a loser... because everyone kills my self confidense soi dont have enough left to even beginto feal good about myself... i feal ugly, even when people callme cute... so i don't feal like anyone else but that guy willever want to date me, and i tryonly to see the good in them ... then i get hurt and put myself inside an impenatrable case... so that i can't get hurt again... well, this time i'm staying in there and not even peeking out! (sorry that i'mso whiney in this one)
 Princess Khalida · Tue Jun 08, 2010 @ 04:20am · 0 Comments |
