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I made a mistake...don't you think that people should get a second chance for the mistakes they make? Well, this particular mistake cost me a lot. A person. There were so many paths to choose from, some harder than others. And I chose the easiest, and I regret it. Only...I made this mistake so long ago, that I don't know if I can make up for it. And I began to regret it almost immediately, but I don't know why I stayed away...I don't know why I didn't listen to myself tell me that it was a mistake. But I miss the laughs...I miss the smiles...I miss the looks...I miss how easy you were to talk to...I miss how I never had to be something I wasn't, because I was enough...I miss the comfort, that I was always safe, no pressure...I miss the listening to me vent, and holding me if I cried. And most of all, and most importantly...I miss you...just you. I don't know if things can get back to the way they were...and I hope they can. But for now, we'll rebuild the pieces that I carelessly shattered. And for that mistake, for that heartache we both went through, I am sorry. From the bottom of my heart and soul...I am sorry. And if you decide that you can forgive me, I promise to not make those mistakes again.
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