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Arognat: What a b***h. And I know bitches.

Shut up, Arognat...

Arognat: Like hell I will. I mean, man, not even I tell Elijah, "YOUR GOD ELIJAH! I Don't give a ******** about the news or the navy or any of that s**t!" I just pretend to listen and care. That's what you do when you love someone.

D8 I'm a horrible person!

Arognat: ******** yeah, you are! D8<

I feel really low. I wouldn't blame him if he dumped me tonight.

Arognat: I would blame you. I'd blame you until I convinced you to kill yourself. >= /

Emily: Calm down, Arognat. Jeez, I know it was wrong to say out of spite and jealousy, but we all make mistakes. Nick's told her he didn't care about certain things she was interested in. He doesn't even pretend to listen...

: <

Emily: Still though, you owe him a huge apology. Otherwise you're gonna be beating yourself up for a long, long, long, time like usual. I don't feel like picking up any pieces again. No offense, I just don't wanna see it.

I know...I know, I apologized, but what else am I suppose to do? Force myself not to be jealous? That's kinda like trying to convince Nick's dad that he's a bad parent. ******** hard to do.

Diana: Oh...you should be happy that he's having a good time and is happy himself...

I am happy...but why does it hurt so much to know he's at his happiest when I'm gone?