I keep always forgetting to update this damn thing, but i'm forgetful sometimes.
Today i had a baptisum for my cusins baby. I'm the godmother..and i sopposed to feel old or something. sweatdrop After the church we had gone to this really nice italian resturante. Now my family is very italian. It's like the godfather family expect were not in the mob. I was talking with one of my aunts and she kept asking me why i haden't brought anyone. Now i didn't really wanna explain to her my whole predictument but, i did.
Now there is a boy who lives in euorpe, he lives in amsterdamn i think..yeah..Anyways i explained how i had meet him online and she kinda thought it was abit werid though i really don't care what she thinks. so i continued telling her how's he is this really sweet guy and isn't like some crazyie person. Thats what is a downside to meeting people on the internet, some of your first thoughts wonder who they are. Well thats a whole other story.
Back to what i was saying he's really sweet and were sopposed to somehow plan to meet each other. as soon as i said that she yelled out. "Marry the guy and have kids." Now sure i'd love to get married and have children but i'm only 20 years old, i'm still very young. I mean i wanna actually meet him in person before i go makeing lifetime decisions..so we ate some food and i went home and i was tired.
so i go on msn and quess who's on. 4laugh hehe yeap..
i sometimes hate family parties and other parties in general, you'll see a couple and be sad inside. I was like that valentines day. my friends took me out with them of course they all had their partners and i just kinda sat in the corner all upset. It's kinda unfair the one person i really care about and love lives in totally different country. but i guess that's life..
Today i had a baptisum for my cusins baby. I'm the godmother..and i sopposed to feel old or something. sweatdrop After the church we had gone to this really nice italian resturante. Now my family is very italian. It's like the godfather family expect were not in the mob. I was talking with one of my aunts and she kept asking me why i haden't brought anyone. Now i didn't really wanna explain to her my whole predictument but, i did.
Now there is a boy who lives in euorpe, he lives in amsterdamn i think..yeah..Anyways i explained how i had meet him online and she kinda thought it was abit werid though i really don't care what she thinks. so i continued telling her how's he is this really sweet guy and isn't like some crazyie person. Thats what is a downside to meeting people on the internet, some of your first thoughts wonder who they are. Well thats a whole other story.
Back to what i was saying he's really sweet and were sopposed to somehow plan to meet each other. as soon as i said that she yelled out. "Marry the guy and have kids." Now sure i'd love to get married and have children but i'm only 20 years old, i'm still very young. I mean i wanna actually meet him in person before i go makeing lifetime decisions..so we ate some food and i went home and i was tired.
so i go on msn and quess who's on. 4laugh hehe yeap..
i sometimes hate family parties and other parties in general, you'll see a couple and be sad inside. I was like that valentines day. my friends took me out with them of course they all had their partners and i just kinda sat in the corner all upset. It's kinda unfair the one person i really care about and love lives in totally different country. but i guess that's life..
