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I don't know what to do anymore... I...I know someone, someone that I loved...someone that I still love... I messed up, I broke her heart and she moved on... She seems to have forgotten me, to have been able to live her life without any pain...She was the lucky one. After I hurt her, I destroyed myself... Not a day goes by that I don' think of her... Not a single song ends without reminding me of her... Everything I do or say makes me think of her...and it kills me...I need to forget her, but I cannot, I love her. She was the only girl to ever make me cry, to want her back so bad....to attempt to end my life...But She doesn't care, she doesn't know my pain...she never believed that I loved her....I can't keep going on and thinking of her when each thought kills me....I guess thats all for now...