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We only made 31 dollars. All together the school made 2000 dollars.

So I got up at 5:30 Alix and her dad came at 6:20. We hung out with James and Tess for a while. They were there off and on. Marissa ended up showing up at 10:15 instead of 8.We left her and Brandon at the table, Alix and I went to the esso. We sorta ripped on Marissa. Oh and Marissa stayed for only an hour. Chris ( M) randomly said hey to me again today.

Alix got a super awesome chair that James is in love with.

After the flea market Alix drove me and her mom to her house. Then we sorted though the stuff and Aix drove me to my house. Brie came with us. It was the first time Alix has ever droven without her mom, dad or teacher.
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Awards ceremony was fun. Marissa, James, Natasha and I went. Audrey, Morgan, James and Will got awards ! They deserved them ! I randomly hugged James. He was all red after razz . All in all I'm happy that I went.

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I'm afraid to get to close to James because I know after next year I will lose him. He'll be gone I will never see him again. That's what was up with the hug, it wasn't a friendship hug. It was a ' I never want to lose you. ' hug. He probably doesn't understand that, he probably thinks it was a ' I love you ' hug. The truth is I do love James. I'm just not in love with him. I'm afraid that he will become such a huge part of my life that I won't be able to live without him. I keep saying that it was a hug, but really I wrapped my arms around him.