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well.. on monday, it was michael's bday. x] i wonder how old he is... is he 15 or 16?! and oh. my. gosh. he's taller than me now.
in gym, my class played kickball. OH WOW. haven't played that since like 4th grade. i remember jonathan. hahaha. wowwww.. he was that kid that was like awesome in kickball. always kicked home runs. he always kicked so hard; his shoe would fly off with the ball too. hahah.. i also remember lisa and i hiding behind our classmates so we wouldn't have to kick. hahha. somethings just don't change. huh? well, the part about me anyway. idk about lisa anymore... -.- but anywayy... in gym, i was standing as far away from my team as possible. and i avoided eye contact. with everyone. goal= must not kick. be invisible. well, of course that didn't work. darn u garcia. but hey, just get it over with. gonk so i walked slowly toward the base thingy. stalling. and then Will rolled the ball to me.. and i bunted/kicked it. hahah... and i stood there until my team pretty much were screaming at me to run. i think im retarded. i have like, slow reflexes or something. huh. well, anyway, i ALMOST made it to 1st base too. only like 2 feet away. but then garcia came over and pegged me with th ball. rolleyes that was uncalled for considering how he was only a step away from 1st base. he could've just beat me to it, or thrown it to tyler...but NO!. jerk. sooo then, my team started screaming at garcia.
coach bradley, "now that's just not right."
others, "wat was that for?"
"what did she ever do to you?"
"that was so wrong."
"woowwwwwww"
etc. hahahah. i feel so loved. rolleyes o w/e... he didn't peg it at me THAT hard. but my teammates were like... over-reacting.
well, that was monday pretty much. oh yeah, and on the bus, chin sat next to me. again. flirty BUTT HOLE. he practically squeezed up right next to me... so i did the thing where my face is parallel to the window. (: i was craning my neck, looking out the window, gripping my violin, and pulling away from him and his fat self. and things were only worse when that girl sat right next to chin. now he was like almost touching me... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwieeeness. *gags* but i kept squishing myself to the window until our legs weren't touching anymore. i felt so skinny. hah. and i pretty much made it clear that i seriously am repulsed by him. good. [: ohhh yeahh. and last friday, he sat next to me. and he kept flirting with me and telling cheton about how i was ever so smart. and that i was in like all advanced and crap. well, hes uberly retarded then. he has stalked me to my geo class countless times. and he knows that it is the normal class. not honors for geo. so hes just plainly stupid. and then for like 1/4 of the ride home, he was like GAZING at me. ahhhhh. i was so disturbed. every time i turn around, there he was, gazing me. ehh. and no. im not obsessed with chin. i most definitely am not. im just venting out my annoyance and anger.

Tuesday
huh. well. i think michael might not be completely over me. maybe. idk. we kept making eye contact.. and then we would grin. or smile. thank you matt! hahah. well, every time matt messes up terribly, i would look over at him. and michael would too. and then, we would make eye contact. and then smile/grimace. matt's playing is pretty close to terrible! gosh. wat a sloppy messy soud coming from that viola. unlike michael's. x] i love watching him play. he has the skinniest/most graceful fingers i have ever seen. xP a few weeks ago, kaitlyn and lea have described michael's and kevin's hand as "beautiful". -shrugs, its true. >.< i don't think im truly, completely over michael. omg. i think kevin thinks i like him. noo..i do not like kevin. not in that way, at least. :p and anyway, michael and i grinned a lot on tuesday. then once, after an eye contact moment. (lol) he turns over to kevin and softly said something like, "Theresa ......." something something something. that made me nervous. wat was he saying. uh oh. i hope he wasn't saying that i was mean or something for grimacing over matt's wretched playing. then, i stopped looking over at matt.. bcuz i was scared that michael might think im mean or something. i am mean. i guess. but hey, michael doesn't need to know that. xP
in gym, we did the boxes thingy. and the medicine ball. uriel was my partner. he's a good partner. i guess. he's nice. he held the box for me (: i was just glad that coach didn't pair me up with anthony or something.
oh, and on the bus, chin didn't sit next to me. THANK GOODNESS. he already sat next to me two times in a row. i fell asleep. on accident.. and when i woke up, chin was sitting on the seat right next to mine. flirting with a 7th grader. hahah. loser. and if he was trying to make me jealous. it didn't work. i was quite relieved actually, except for the part when he was watching me sleep. possibly. i wouldn't know actually. since i was sleeping and all that. but stilllll... creeeper. i wish he would sit farther away from me.

Wednesday/today
i swear, i think vincent is...idk. in like with me again. possibly. idk... but seriously.. its kinda awkward. like, ever since last week, he keeps looking at me.. like checking-me-out looking at me. oh gosh... and he's always lounging against the hall with one of his friends. the hall right across from my locker. and then when i pass him to get to geo, he would either lean back against the wall, or he would walk alongside me... o-o'' wat is that? a coincidence? am i over-thinking it? idk. and then, he would give me a look or two in geo. but im not really interested. honestly. he's cute and everything. but i don't think he's really....-er- my type. i think i have a type. i just don't know wat my type is. it's just not vincent. xP
michael.. i make him nervous. and fidgety. hahah.. idky though. like, in lunch today, i was behind him in the line for the disgusting pasta crap. and he was like...idk.
in gym, i was freaking awesome. hahah. well, that doesn't happen everyday. x3 well, it was abs/push up day. at one point, coach made us do one handed push-ups from our knees. the guys wre complaining/whining. and i somewhat did my push up correctly, i guess. coach looked at me curiously.. and went "how far can u go? sow me" wattt?.. how far apart can my legs go? wats he talking about? eww... but i did my left hand push up anyways. and he nodded. then, he told lauren to show him. and im like 'ohh...how far down can i go." ok. phew. and then he yelled at the boys and said girls r doing better than them. hahah. then when we were done. he called me up and go "can u show them how to do it?" uhmmm *shakes head. "aww, come on. plz? i wont give u a 0 if u cant do them" nope. then he like pleads (hahah. exaggeration) with me for several more seconds..while everyone is staring at me. i kept saying no. so he said "fine, hey you. come here" *points to lauren. hahah. then she had to show the boys how to do it. the boys were like "now DO IT WITH UR LEFT HAND!" and they were like challenging her. thank goodness i didn't do it for them. and then, at the end of class, jaelyn goes "im disappointed in you theresa" im thinking. oh psch. w/e. and then wtast-her-name goes "she's just joking. " mhmm. sureeee. idc actually, at least i can do it. i don't have to prove it to the class. hahah. xP
brennan gives me weird looks.
chin sits in front of me on the bus. he told cheton to move over away from me since he thinks cheton is sitting too close to me. IRONY. pschhh. i dont care about cheton. im sure he isn't thinking about raping me one day. gosh. i swear, chin tried to look down my shirt a few months ago. *nauseous. gross. and then, at one point, i was slouching down in my seat so i wouldn't have to see his stupid face. and then, he sat up straighter. ughh. and then he did this thing where he reached his hand oout pretty much right infront of my face and like, gropes for my face or something. ****wincing* ewww. and he goes "y r u so farrrrrr awayyyyyy?!" drawing out his words. i think he think he is sexy or something.
i think i just threw up a little. egh.

but anyways. its 10:38 . and i have been procrastinating. watching supermac18, my recent discovery. hahah. well, byes. gonna do my bunch load of crappy hw.

P.S. my arms are sore. stupid push ups.