heart For Alex's Family and Friends... heart
I think we have all heard the depressing news of Alex's sister passing away so suddenly from his journal entry on April 16, 2010.
This journal entry is dedicated to him and his family in all hopes that they can brush themselves off from this matter. The road to that shall be difficult for she was incrediably close to their hearts.
R.I.P Alex's Sister; May she finally find the happiness and freedom that she was searching for in her darkest moments. May she finally find peace within her soul and be happy with her choices. May she have the peace that death can only offer and allow her to safely join God in his Kingdom.
To Alex's Mother; May you all find peace in this moment of termoial. Please do not be saddened for your daughter was able to escape from this wretched world. Yes she may have left you behind, but now she can finally be truely happy. She loved you dearly and will always will. Another Angel from God's Kingdom is watching over you and hopes that you will find peace with her desicion. Forgive her for what she has done and please live your live for that is what she would want you to do...
To Alex's friends; Please be the support system that Alex and his mother can rely on. This shattering event is something that they cannot get through alone. They need all of the guidance that they need and all of the comfort they can get, but do not force yourselves upon them. They will need a lot of space and when they are in need and ask..then be there for them. But spiritually be there and pray.
And finally to Alex...
I am truthfully sorry for what has happened to your family. It was a terrible blow and no one can truely relate to the loss unless they to had a similar occurrance. There are other's out there in the world who have exprienced this and they are willing to collect your tears. They are willing to be your shoulder to cry on. This matter isnt something that you need to deal alone. Please try to find a threshold that you can stand on and find it within yourself to realize that it is not your fault or your mother's. Your sister is finally free. She is watching over you now in heavan and she wishes you to be happy and to be strong. Please be strong. Live your life to the fullest. Try to find the happiness in the little things. Never forget your darling sister but do not be swallowed by your grief.
Your Grief process is different from everyone else's. Yes, you might not like it that I am doing this but I am only trying to help soothe your grieving soul. I can only imagine what you are going through but please do not be angry with me...Collect all of your tears in a giant pot. Spice it will all of the memories that you have of your sister, good or bad. Once you are content with yourself, please forgive. She wants you all to be happy regardless of what happened to her. She is up there now and looking down at you, ready to protect you in your darkest moments...
To everyone: Please find it in your hearts to pray for Alex and his family. They are going through a very difficult time. They need all of the support that they need but please do not constantly remind them of this dreadful day...
heart Thank you all for reading this and my heart goes out to his family and to all who knew her either emotionally or physically heart
This journal entry is dedicated to him and his family in all hopes that they can brush themselves off from this matter. The road to that shall be difficult for she was incrediably close to their hearts.
R.I.P Alex's Sister; May she finally find the happiness and freedom that she was searching for in her darkest moments. May she finally find peace within her soul and be happy with her choices. May she have the peace that death can only offer and allow her to safely join God in his Kingdom.
To Alex's Mother; May you all find peace in this moment of termoial. Please do not be saddened for your daughter was able to escape from this wretched world. Yes she may have left you behind, but now she can finally be truely happy. She loved you dearly and will always will. Another Angel from God's Kingdom is watching over you and hopes that you will find peace with her desicion. Forgive her for what she has done and please live your live for that is what she would want you to do...
To Alex's friends; Please be the support system that Alex and his mother can rely on. This shattering event is something that they cannot get through alone. They need all of the guidance that they need and all of the comfort they can get, but do not force yourselves upon them. They will need a lot of space and when they are in need and ask..then be there for them. But spiritually be there and pray.
And finally to Alex...
I am truthfully sorry for what has happened to your family. It was a terrible blow and no one can truely relate to the loss unless they to had a similar occurrance. There are other's out there in the world who have exprienced this and they are willing to collect your tears. They are willing to be your shoulder to cry on. This matter isnt something that you need to deal alone. Please try to find a threshold that you can stand on and find it within yourself to realize that it is not your fault or your mother's. Your sister is finally free. She is watching over you now in heavan and she wishes you to be happy and to be strong. Please be strong. Live your life to the fullest. Try to find the happiness in the little things. Never forget your darling sister but do not be swallowed by your grief.
Your Grief process is different from everyone else's. Yes, you might not like it that I am doing this but I am only trying to help soothe your grieving soul. I can only imagine what you are going through but please do not be angry with me...Collect all of your tears in a giant pot. Spice it will all of the memories that you have of your sister, good or bad. Once you are content with yourself, please forgive. She wants you all to be happy regardless of what happened to her. She is up there now and looking down at you, ready to protect you in your darkest moments...
To everyone: Please find it in your hearts to pray for Alex and his family. They are going through a very difficult time. They need all of the support that they need but please do not constantly remind them of this dreadful day...
heart Thank you all for reading this and my heart goes out to his family and to all who knew her either emotionally or physically heart
