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Lol okay so I've never had a first date, kiss, boyfriend and all that in REAL LIFE but on gaia I've had those and trying to decide whether that counts.XP lol I know with Bayne it counts because everything feels so right with him where as my other boyfriends....idk it felt like something was missing but with Bayne it's not that way. I truly feel happy, alive, like some part of me is complete when I'm with him.^.^
I'm glad that him and I are together and I wish he wasn't my 4th boyfriend but I guess I had to have 3 before him to know that him and I belonged together and to show me how I felt with everyone else compared to how I feel with him. Truthfully I always felt a pull towards him when I first met him but I ignored it thinking it was nothing and now well him and I are together. wink lol I know I'm not making any sense at all and I know that.^.^ I love Bayne and we both hope this relationship works out that means that I will try to do everything I can to make it work.^.^ I always doubted stuff and always wondered what happened if someone asked me out in real life and if I would accept and just ditch the person online, I did that with my 3 other boyfriends but with Bayne I don't think about it that much at all and I already plan on saying no to those boys because I'm happy with Bayne and since I finally found someone, someone whom I will truly be with one that I will always want to be with even if it's just online until we finally get old enough to go see each other then I'm fine with that. smile Idk Bayne kind of refreshed my mind I guess.^.^ Lol my mind was a mess but ever since got together with him it seems to be clearer (mostly) lol anyway I'm starting to babble.XP lol