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Hi.

I'm going to make a random journal post, because I feel like typing, and after this I'm gonna go to bed.

OH WHY, can't the nice people I meet go to the same school as me? 80% of my school are seriously.. intolerable. @_@ Heh.. I wonder why I'm posting a journal entry about school on spring break. I guess I'm just that bored.

Oh.. well I'm gonna change the topic now. I was planning to write a journal entry about why I really hate having a boyfriend. (Especially if he's your best friend). And.. here I GO.

If one was to ever become my boyfriend, I'll have some pretty high expectations for you. I really wished that this wasn't a trait of mine, cuz not only does it make me suffer, it'll make whoever is my boyfriend suffer as well. If you're wondering what the heck I'm talking about, then please allow me to explain.

Lets say that I have a boyfriend. I'm an incredibly clingy person. (To everyone, friends, family, etc.) If I stick to friends like glue, I will stick to the dude like SUPERGLUE. If you prove to me that you're able to talk to me for the majority of the day, then I'll think that you'll be able to do that every. single. day.

Which is a stupid thought, isn't it? But I dunno, that's how my odd mind works. So lets say that this dude is busy, and doesn't talk to me for most of the day. It pretty much ruins my day and I sulk and sulk and.. sulk.. and.. sulk s'more, until he finally talks to me and I either let him know that I'm seriously mad at him or I give him obscure hints about what I'm feeling.

So.. yeah. I hope that I'm not a total pain in the a** when it comes to relationships.. but eh, I've only been in two of 'em.

Thank god that I'm single. x_x

~Vanessa