Do people hate me? Do people wish me dead? Do people pretend to be nice or kind?
To me these were'nt questions they were fact, anyone can tell you it's hard to live a life if its you versus everyone else.
If everyone else if wearing the mask and not you, you sont know who to and not to trust... you grow hatefull of apathetic.
You will be angry or not give a care in the world.
I quickly left the classroom when I noticed what I had done, I started to skip school becasue of my anxiety... becasue I didn't want to let anyone down.
Ironically this got my principal involved and when I look back at it now it makes me feel great, that for whatever reason she felt it nesecary to come get me.
I meet the lumch lady afterschool and she gave me alittle extra food, this does indeed help if you ate like me,
I got home and sit down and think "this homework is hard, I can keep my focus on it"... I want to ask my parents but truthfully I am ashemed of myself.
I cant bring more reason to be ashamed.
To me these were'nt questions they were fact, anyone can tell you it's hard to live a life if its you versus everyone else.
If everyone else if wearing the mask and not you, you sont know who to and not to trust... you grow hatefull of apathetic.
You will be angry or not give a care in the world.
I quickly left the classroom when I noticed what I had done, I started to skip school becasue of my anxiety... becasue I didn't want to let anyone down.
Ironically this got my principal involved and when I look back at it now it makes me feel great, that for whatever reason she felt it nesecary to come get me.
I meet the lumch lady afterschool and she gave me alittle extra food, this does indeed help if you ate like me,
I got home and sit down and think "this homework is hard, I can keep my focus on it"... I want to ask my parents but truthfully I am ashemed of myself.
I cant bring more reason to be ashamed.
