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And so you had taken my hand, and whispered in my ear that you would love me forever, you had kissed my lips, and I had smiled. You picked me up when I had fallen, You set me down again when I was tired. You told me forever, and I had listened desperatly clinging to your soft words of promise. But now I know the truth love dies. . .ecspecially when it wasn't even love in the first place. You said over and over again how much you loved me, but know i'm telling stop your lies. I saw your true face when you asked for my innocence, and I had said no. You smiled jokingly at first and then that smile turned menacing, you brought your arm up and slapped me very hard on the shoulder. You threw me on the bed, you punched my gut when I still refused, you dug your nails in my thigh and screamed in my face. I never once said a thing except to refuse myself to you, but I know bear the scars, and bruises from each time I had said no. Finally you got tired of trying so you tied my wrists and and ankles to each corner of the bed, and forced yourself upon me. You took my innocence, without even a second thought. So stop whispering you love me in my ear and just go away. I had loved you once but know the coin has flipped and all I feel is hate. . .