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The sweet moments don't last, which makes it more to cherish. I treasure him, if only he knew who much he means to me. Feeling to lonely, so down, I have rose to the surface once again. He has showed me how to love, but could never teach me to stop. If I could, I would do anything for him. I ask myself how someone could love this broken puppet, yet the answer comes to me when I see him or hear his voice. As he sings, comfort surrounds me as does when he wraps his hands around me. He does so much for me, it feels like I don't repay him back equally. My love for him will forever stain this one's heart, like the darkness that engulfs me. He is the key to bring me happiness and sanctuary. He's someone who I would never want to let go. Although, I set him free, yet he comes back to me. How was I so lucky to have him to be mine? Was it destiny? Of course nothing could answer these questions. I love him, forever and always. Differ from that, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I didn't. My heart beats for him because I love him so very much...forever and always.

- When his eyes are hit by light, they shine such an undescribable red, when darkness hits them, a mysterious black appears. In a certain light point, his eyes tell he's being truthful. Peering in his eyes, it reassures me when I'm troubled or concerned.

- The smile that traces his face, makes me smile. It lets me know that he's happy. He has the sweetest smile that could never be forgotten. To know that he's happy makes my day. When the words of his gentle voice speaks, it makes me feel like I'm in another place other then the horrible one I'm in.

- His touch is careful and caring, it drifts me away to comfort. The warmth of his body is always nice whenever I feel cold on the inside. The sweet scent always makes me collapse on the inside and memories flash. I love when he's close to me.

- His humor never fails to make me laugh. Even on the saddest days. It's so nice to hear his laughter as well.

- I always almost cry whenever I'm with him because my love for him is so strong. I would be dead inside if I he was to leave me. He has made part of my life alive. It's hard to tell this to him because he's just that special to me. If I could, I would tell him for hours why I love him. For this list isn't only part of the reason. Words can't describe my love for him. I just hope he knows he's special to me. For..I love him so very much.

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