Well this is an actual journal entry
This entry has a lot of words sooo .....
maybe this is off topic but if your gunna stick around and read it, then you should maybe get a drink or a snack :
((Don't feel pity for me~ or I will frikin' find you >;O)) Maybe commenting after you read it will make me feel better? :
Alrighty
To whoever reads this ( You better read this >;O)...don't read if you don't care >.<" (you better care! >;O)
Gaia is pretty crazy. It's like another life <3
I seem to fade away in rl and become a real Gaian everyday.
But somehow I manage to maintain a straight A average ^^
You know I think a lot about what happens on Gaia.
Like about my amazing friends 8D
They are amazing heart
To tell you the truth I sometimes wonder what they are doing at this exact moment.
The reason I am writing this is because I've grown so close to Gaia and everyone on it, when I see someone having problems like if they are sick...or just emotionally wrecked, it makes me sad with them. That's kinda crazy but I have such feeling for them. <3
This is kinda important and nerve wrecking for me to say~
ehh and this is something that needs to be read by one person
----- Yea you BETTER READ THIS!! stare
February 17th, 2010~
neutral
It's like you keep all of your emotions inside
I see it
I can tell you're hurt
I deserve better? That's like saying nobody deserves you.
When you are cursing somebody out, it shows all of your pain and anger.
That's probably how you express yourself though.
When you say that some people's minds are better left alone, does that mean that you have been through that much?
I think you should talk to someone. Talk to Roxann, Alice, or even a dog for that matter.
Yea you're pretty crazy.
I also see that you don't really trust anybody. I guess that's why I though you were against me.
I worry a lot, maybe way to much.
Gaia is like a story but it's real....I feel as if you guys are my real family <3
I feel for all of you.
I try to trust and help out people.
Damn I even cry for you guys!
I can honestly say I've cried a couple of times..........
I never admit to anyone when I cry, not really anyways.
I feel so selfish when I put my problems before everyone elses, so I try to spread happiness :'D
That's why it hurts me so much.
I want you to be happy.
Semi-moments? That's a start. I think personally you have the greatest friends in the world!
I just want to help....maybe I'm not helping with the happiness part too much and I'm just pushing the negatives..but you need to release them.
You're only 15 for God's sake.
You may deny that you can't be helped and such but consider it.
Think about it. Who is really and completely devoted to screwing your life up here that you have to take it out on?
It is an online game T^T
But yea, there are some people in this world who you just can't trust but if you look close enough there are people out there who aren't unreliable.
I'm not saying go out there and talk to strangers just just.....I don't have a word.
But yea anyways you need to let your feelings out.
Hate, anger, and pain will destroy you.
Don't let that happen D;
Cuz people do actually care.
They do
Who knew fate would bring us here? Thats deep D:
I mean if I never joined Gaia I wouldn't know any of you.
But I'm glad I do!
It taught me things.
It's like a whole life experience on GaiaOnline
{ heart Live, Love, Hope heart }
This entry has a lot of words sooo .....
maybe this is off topic but if your gunna stick around and read it, then you should maybe get a drink or a snack :
((Don't feel pity for me~ or I will frikin' find you >;O)) Maybe commenting after you read it will make me feel better? :
Alrighty
To whoever reads this ( You better read this >;O)...don't read if you don't care >.<" (you better care! >;O)
Gaia is pretty crazy. It's like another life <3
I seem to fade away in rl and become a real Gaian everyday.
But somehow I manage to maintain a straight A average ^^
You know I think a lot about what happens on Gaia.
Like about my amazing friends 8D
They are amazing heart
To tell you the truth I sometimes wonder what they are doing at this exact moment.
The reason I am writing this is because I've grown so close to Gaia and everyone on it, when I see someone having problems like if they are sick...or just emotionally wrecked, it makes me sad with them. That's kinda crazy but I have such feeling for them. <3
This is kinda important and nerve wrecking for me to say~
ehh and this is something that needs to be read by one person
----- Yea you BETTER READ THIS!! stare
February 17th, 2010~
neutral
It's like you keep all of your emotions inside
I see it
I can tell you're hurt
I deserve better? That's like saying nobody deserves you.
When you are cursing somebody out, it shows all of your pain and anger.
That's probably how you express yourself though.
When you say that some people's minds are better left alone, does that mean that you have been through that much?
I think you should talk to someone. Talk to Roxann, Alice, or even a dog for that matter.
Yea you're pretty crazy.
I also see that you don't really trust anybody. I guess that's why I though you were against me.
I worry a lot, maybe way to much.
Gaia is like a story but it's real....I feel as if you guys are my real family <3
I feel for all of you.
I try to trust and help out people.
Damn I even cry for you guys!
I can honestly say I've cried a couple of times..........
I never admit to anyone when I cry, not really anyways.
I feel so selfish when I put my problems before everyone elses, so I try to spread happiness :'D
That's why it hurts me so much.
I want you to be happy.
Semi-moments? That's a start. I think personally you have the greatest friends in the world!
I just want to help....maybe I'm not helping with the happiness part too much and I'm just pushing the negatives..but you need to release them.
You're only 15 for God's sake.
You may deny that you can't be helped and such but consider it.
Think about it. Who is really and completely devoted to screwing your life up here that you have to take it out on?
It is an online game T^T
But yea, there are some people in this world who you just can't trust but if you look close enough there are people out there who aren't unreliable.
I'm not saying go out there and talk to strangers just just.....I don't have a word.
But yea anyways you need to let your feelings out.
Hate, anger, and pain will destroy you.
Don't let that happen D;
Cuz people do actually care.
They do
Who knew fate would bring us here? Thats deep D:
I mean if I never joined Gaia I wouldn't know any of you.
But I'm glad I do!
It taught me things.
It's like a whole life experience on GaiaOnline
{ heart Live, Love, Hope heart }
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