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[[LOL sorry, 2 posts in one night.]]

had a friend that calmed you down every single time you talked to him/her?

Well, I just realized that I have one. These past few weeks we haven't talked. And without talking to him, I swear this has been the most hardest weeks I've had in a long time.

It's strange. It's not as if I'm in love with him, haha no way. He's my best friend and I want it to stay that way.

..just, after school, especially if I had a crappy day, he would make my day by IMing me. I don't usually tell him what's wrong. But that doesn't really matter, because afterwards I've forgotten what has happened because we're having this strange conversation about bunnies or something. (EXAMPLE. I don't think we've had a conversation about bunnies.. i think. xD)

I really miss him. I always thought that when I need someone the most, he's never there. When really it was just that when I was having a crappy life, he was always there to take some of the load off for me.

~Vanessa