im so sad and lonly, i need a hug D'=
luc is gone, i have no clue where he went.
probably wont come back...
Marylou dislikes me, juss cus i dont smoke
same for chelisa she pulled b***h
and started talking about me behind my back , she dissed me
Cynthia moved so my house is lonly
Hilary is gone as well cus she had to start school
so i dont get to hear her music and laugh with her
school isnt any better,
nobody talks to me anymore, and when they do (rarely)
i get nervous and forget how to reply so my voice is cracked and shaky.
its been so long since i talked to others freely.
I keep to myself.
I only have Sam to talk to, but its getting hard cause chelisa is getting in the way, again
I talk to Todd but its to akward, so i have second thoughts when i go up to him.
Well on the 19th Amber is coming in town for a quick visit. i hope i get to talk to her.
I miss Will but i dont no wut he thinks of me =[
i stopped working out, theres no point.
i stopped trying at doing good in school.
It's too lonly here, with the silence. all i could hear in my house r the clocks ticking. i get annoyed and want to leave and get away from the annoying ticking that i hear when i try to sleep. But there is no where to go. if i go to sams all i'll hear is fighting and drinking which reminds me to much of my younger years. at martina's there is nothing to talk about with her. Her brother hates me so might as well stop going there.
..... nowhere o.o
i juss sit here day in and day out. im losing internet so i wont b on anymore,
i lost my Cell.
Right now my ipod is the only thing that keeps me company...
but its okay..
i still got another 8 years here in this dump
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