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This is my secod jural entry on this site. Its curntly alot 1 P.M and i felt i needed to journal in how my day has been so far. The reason im journalig so early is because I don't think much else is going to happen today. My parents are both at work, my brother is at his caretakers houe and my beautiful girlfriend is at school. Today is officialy my last day off school befoe semester two starts off! Too bad I won't be attending my first day of the semester as I have a driving test to attend to. I am really excieted and nervous all at the same time about the test, but I think I'll do great. Today has been very boring...and well lonely as most days. The day only tends to get better when my girlfriend comes home and we can finally chat and spend time. Today I feel rather...crappy I could say but im hoping the day will brighten up and I'll be a bit happier. I tried to surf my facebook today for something to do...people to talk to and ike usual there is no one there. There are not many things on my mind right now except for my girlfriend as I am just trying to rela and have a good day before the rest of my year gets scrambled and difficult again.

I have this friend who I shall refrien from using his name. I hae knwn him for roughly six years. Now he has a girlfriend and well....they are not doing well at all. His girlfriend keeps coming to me for advice and every time her boyfriend finds out...my relationship with him keeps going down the drain. I keep telling this girl to just cut it out as i don't want to be involved and it's not my problem to solve. I feel as if the only way to solve this is to tell my friend to ask her to back off, but I am really scared to do that beause i might hurt a few people in the proccess. Fact is..hes my friend and I want to keep it this way. I don't want to make contact with her and I want nothing to do with her. I'm considering finally just telling my friend to tell her to cut it out and possibly rethink their relationship. I am tired of their problems comming to me to fix. I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE. I have my own girlfriend I have my own life. I am not their mentor.

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Luke. J. Hollis.