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The rain hurts me from the inside, I want my real dad back I want everything back. I wanted my brother to kill and beat me, till I get broken and bloody. I don't WANNA ******** LIVE, its ******** worthless. WHY AM I HERE, why couldn't I die instead of them. I'm the worthless s**t one, shut up don't tell me every things OK, its not. Its not ok, its not I didn't want this. I didn't wannabe in a fake family, who wants to make my life bloody better its not. My heart hurts it burns painfullly why can't you finish me off god why!!!!!!!....