Why Do Desolate Feelings Of Emptiness Consume Me? why does it feel as if i have nothing to live for...why does it feel as if i have never truly accomplished something in this patheic excuse i call a life....? It Feels as if the past 16 years of my life has been a facade of a life that was once supposed to be some ones else's ....someone who could make good use of it...I Feel as if im truly detached from the world around me only living in the world i see as my own...apathic emotions fill in the emptiness as i walk through life with a facade that cover my true emotions...I feel empty...lonely...noexsistent is what i one day wish to be...how can i make these confusing emotions leave....as their torture leaves behind second thoughts...regrets? ....wondering what it would be like to succome to these feelings of pity and despair......as these thouhts run through my head...i feel the need to cry but....its as if i have no more tears to Shed...so i go through life never knowing why i feel like this..why i feel like i have stolen somebody's life...happiness....why does it feel whenever i feel this ....it feels like these are stolen feeling?...feelings of someone beyond....why does it feel as if im living life without ever really experiencing it? ....these feelings confuse me.....i think i need help?...ive lost myself =[
NumblyLifeless Community Member 
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