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Its going to take time

I know that you hate it when I put myself down,
I'm sorry, that I do it,
I'm trying to stop but it's going to take me a while.

You say that I'm beautiful,
I just don't see it,
It's going to take me some time to see that in me again.

You say that I have beautiful eyes,
And I believe
That. It's the only part I like on me.

You say my smile is great,
But I don't know why you think so,
Why do you?
I just have to know.

You say I'm perfect the way I am,
And I'm trying to see, I'm trying to understand
What you see in me that I don't.

I know that you hate it when I put myself down,
And I'm trying to stop, I really am, it's just going to take me a while.
I'm trying to understand, I'm trying to see,
What you see in me.
I just can't.
I know that you don't like it when I put myself down like I do,
I'm sorry that I keep doing it.
It's going to take some time for me to see myself in a good way again.