sometimes I just feel like a third wheel in the friendship that ive managed to keep for so many years. Now I remember why it was that I never made friends in rl so easily. All they do is hurt you and leave you alone when you need company the most. I regret having introduced my best guy friend to my roomy now. I mean, yeah there happy being able to talk to each other, but its beginning to get over the border, staying up until all odd hours on the night, talking about there friking bodies !!! srsly, he has a gf !! and so does she !!! I just feel like im loosing two goof friends in one hit. and it hurts me to say, that once I leave this current college, I might not be able to talk to them as much, because there too engrossed in each other's lives that I will be easily forgotten. I know the feeling of being forgotten, and it is very painful to me to have those feelings reinstated in my life once again. Lord Help me make better friends in the future, or none at all. My father was correct, friends are only there to use you, and will leave you behind once you have nothing else to offer. :'(
is very sad at the moment. :'(
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