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The dark skies
Filled with ash
The dark skies
Are forever lasting

Why cant i breathe?
Why wont they leave?
Why wont the sun come out?
Why wont the sun save me?

The sun is invisible behind this sky
The darkened sky
The ash filled sky

I hope the ash will blow away
blow with the wind
The way i feel like i am

The wind is blowing
Pushing me
In different directions
I cant help it
It controls me
Its taking over

Someone help me
Help me fight
Help me fight the wind
The ash
The darkened skies

I feel so alone
Alone in the world
Alone in the sky
Alone in Space

Miserably Alone
Will it ever cease?
Will I never shake this feeling?

The feeling to let the wind take me away
To let the wind blow me in any direction
To let it take over
I wont stop it
I wont steer it
It will just end me
Why can't i shake this feeling?

Why do i have to be alone?
Why wont my sun come?
Why wont my sun stay?

My sun keeps going behind the clouds
It gets absorbed in the darkened sky
The ash filled sky

One day
One day my sun will stay
One day my sun will shine forever
Never to be hidden behind
The darkened, the ash filled, skies.