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I can't cry.
Can't breath.
So much pain.
I would love nothing more then to just cry myself dry.
But not a tear will fall for you.
You've made me numb.
Everywhere.
I feel nothing.
My heart is broken but it feels like nothing is there.
My mind is rushing but it feels like I can't think.
I want this to all be a dream.
But it's so real.
I want to be somewhere else.
Somewhere where I never met you.
Never hear your voice.
Never heard you...
Speak those words...
I will go any distance to be with you...
But no matter how far I go, it won't be close enough.
I'm sorry it came to this.
But when I'm able to finally shed this tear for you.
I'll finally let you go too.
Pain replaces the numbness.
Everywhere.
Now the only question is...
How many times have you done this to someone?
Made them cry for you?
Made them fall for you?
Then crushed them?
I ******** hate loving you.
Worst mistake I've made...
Worst mistake I'm making...

-Jeanea