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Trapped soul

I walk on ever thickening ice
Watching each and ever guise
On each broken ice shard
That reflects like a card

I watch event after event take place
I watch expression after expression appear on your face
I watch fools that are heroes die
And Im sad I escaped the lie

Between the lie and the truth is what bound us to our life
Between the lie and the truth is what made us thrive
I’ve longed realized between it there was nothing
Nothing but a lie that never meant anything

Yes I used to be a fool
I’ve followed that one rule
To live for something more
But in the end that never opened my door

I realized what you think really exist
Is only an excuse to resist
As I sit in this prison of ice
Within an ever shrinking size

Yet again I relive the pointless horrors of life
And yet again im forced to live this pointless strife
But then I see a light
My beloved friend in my beloved town comes into my sight

With tears in my eyes I ran to grab him
But he only ran threw me like along a rim
I then turned around for another glance
But like I have awaken from a trance

I was back in my prison
After life I have not risen
If anything I feel like I had a fall
And no matter how many times a call
For help I am alone trapped in this icy hell