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In the dark
Thts were i am
Where i wanna be is:
In a place where hearts are never broken
The one place i love
The one person i loved
Has beed taken away
The place i wish i were
is no longer existing
The one person i want
Is dead
So here i am
In the dark.
A Dream
I lie in bed
I lay there awake
SHe slithers across mii floor
like a snake
So little
So unnoticed
Colored like rainbow skittles
I reach over an trunn on the lihgt
There's nothing there
Man what was tht
A friggin nightmare?
The Gates
Give me tht bullet
Give me tht gun
Ill be the one to show how its done
Carfully Put tht Barrel to your head
Pull tht trigger quick an stead
Dont think twice an you'll be...
Stand up straight an tall
Smoke an heat You'll Suffacate
Suck in the hot air
Dry out you lungs now your...
Suck in watch almost like air
Soon enough you'll be stnding there.
Our first breakup
She felt so bad
I wantd to die
Or kick someones a**
Three weeks go by
The feelings are still there
Why cant i make them go away
My love for her i cant share
I say i want you back
When she said i want you back too
I tryd to resist
But i jus had to give in.
The Mistakes
Cutting
The regrets Of your past
They show in the scars
You look back
The cuts were deep
An yet you still say
"Scratches were it should have been Gashes"
THE MISTAKES
were made
you cant change them now
So live your life
Grow strong.
Dont try to understand
Why do you care?
Have you been there?
No?
Didnt think so.
Here let me try and explain,
Cuttings what i do to numbe the pain
I dont want to cry
Only then,
I think of suicide
Suicide Attempt
I open mii eyes
The pains still there
I look at my arm
Blood pours
Like rain in a storm
I listen to the constant drip
I cut more
Am i alive?
Was tht a faint yell?
"OMG SOMEONE PLEASE HELP"
Tears of blood run down mii face
As i walk the same pace
Why do we live this life of pain
Someone please explain
They ask me why
I dont reply an let the days go by
The night night came
I didnt feel the same
Thought it was magic
But it was Tragic
He got what he wanted
I was tuanted
Why did i let it happen
Why are they laughin
I took the test
It said yes
I dont kno what to do
Mii heart is in two.
2007.
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