What is this feeling? I can't tell anymore...I feel hollow...damnit...no not hollow...not again...that could only mean one thing....Heh...something serious is about to go down...someone is about to be seriously hurt...and doubt, I feel doubt....darn it...I can't tell if this is my emotion or not...there's only one person i can think of that could be hurting...and dang it...sigh...I can't talk with them. I don't want him to be right, but darn it...the doubt makes me edgy...why must you haunt me still? why can't you just leave me be? I've cut my tie to him, so why do I feel guilty...he's the one who set it off...he's the one who made the choice...it's over...it's finished...I want to forget who he's become, but I can't help but to remember the good times we've had...no...no more darn it...Miles is done for...no longer worthy of either of us...I have Lin...I have Jess...I have ACy...I have Zoe...I-I have Mel...I can't let myself trip over something as trivial as this...I will be strong...not for me, but for them...
930ish...the feeling has passed or at least dissipated...still kinda odd feeling...
1050ish *laughs* it never ceases to amaze me...*shakes head* somehow she's able to completely clear away my troubles...I was doubting my self being, but the minute I started to talk to her...heh...gone...completely. Strange...just Strange.*smiles* it wasn't really a convo but...IDK...she really something special...heh...I love Linda...I never tire from saying that...
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