It never ceases to fail...everytime I get selfish...every time I choose a path more suited to myself...everytime I leave someone for a minute...that's when they need me most...I don't hate Jake, I can't, I won't and I don't know why...I don't care if he hates me...but I'd rather he not...I-I could tell he wasn't 100% in his words, he was holding back...it's a fact...Miles thinks I was trying to be polite, but in all reality I stood firm, allowed myself to be real with him...every time he talked to me I felt my hands shake, my heart quicken, b-but...my mind...heh...clear, clean, precise...the opposite of Linda....were as I am strong in my hands, my heart at rest and the mind?...heh...mush, it's hard for me to focus on anyone or anything else when she is around...from now on...I don't care about the consequences of staying on too late, no...that will never waver me again...I dedicate myself to Linda...To Jess...t-to...to Jake...now...I tried to agree with the boys on him, but...heh...boys will be boys...I can't agree, there are two sides to every story and a third if you look close enough...
The moment I turned away
The world forgot to spin
the moment I turned away
My friends appeared again
The moment I turned away
I did it out of fear
The moment I turned away
I felt my heart fell a tear
The moment I turned away
I saw him dig a knife into my heart
The moment I turned away
I felt my emotions begin to part
The moment I turned away
Melinda was left alone
The moment I turned away
I felt my hand break his bone
The moment I turned away
I saw the blood on her lips
The moment I turned away
I felt her hands go for my hips
The moment I turned away
They fractured my heart even more
The moment I turned away
I felt no anger resonate through my core
The moment I turned away
I felt a bond weave between them tight
The moment I turned away
I wheeled around and spoke "I was right..."
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