life is a lie a flat out lie these weeks have treated me badly. a girl whos beauty shines through me like a sun through the clouds. a dream that i can never get out of my head. all these things i hate revolve around me... this is the short and sad story i must tell. a girl whos words glistened in my ear. and her voice echoed throughout my life her words so powerful, so sad. its heartbreaking. she said i was comforting that i was their for her. finaly life gave me one chance to be with her. i was so happy a million butterfly flew that day. i remember it all what she said to me. i was happy again, however the guardians of my life refused to risk a disastrous future. I became lost caught between two worlds.fords to fight with my mind over my heart....they won. i had to destroy my very own heart. i watched it get crushed i felt the cracking of it and how the pain grew so badly. and it still does. shes gone now she remains a friend but is that enough... the blood still drips from broken heart...i relive what i once thought was lost inside the dark notes. twas the fear of society that stabbed my heart no it WAS society that did the crime. now i must sleep not knowing the outcome of the next day... i no longer fear rejection but i do fear society...and i will never forgive society for ruining a golden opportunity. we live under these a laws that force people to hurt themselves and kill themselves. to slice their wrist and feel real pain. when will the world just accept the human heart for what it is. we cant control emotions WE CANT CONTROL OUR HEART...SO LET OUR HEARTS BEAT i would rather see it beat then bleed wouldn't you! it is unacceptable to have a young person destroy his own heart.isn't it? someone once told me to follow what your heart believes in...i did. and now i am broken because of it...
 XxVandredxX · Mon Nov 30, 2009 @ 07:09am · 0 Comments |
