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((i imagine this as a very gentle, slow song.... music isn't in my head just yet but note pitch and lyrics will be realeased as of now so i don't forget like i do with everything else))

this is where,
you are needed the most
they thought you were aware of that
i've watched the stars for years,
underneath this sky
i watch you for a moment,
and i don't ever want to leave that moment

they can't force me to go
away from this place i've come to love
its so lovely here
its not all the people,
it the sheer beauty
but i give credit to you as well
for you have kept me,
wanting to remain in this place,
i now call home
here is where
my heart lies

i am sorry to my sister
who wishes for me to be with her
once and forever more
she does not know though
how much i long to stay
as she has never been so far away from the people
whom she loves the most

we cannot last
i do believe,
if i was forced to leave my new home
but there is no way to stay here
because i cannot cared for by family that is able
even so they would not agree

i want to be here forever,
or a few more years
so that i may hold onto
what i want to keep so badly
here is an acursed place
but it is so lovely
as are you my sweet

i wish to linger here