Another cold shower has put me in the most volitile mood. I hate cold showers and what they make me remember, its like your very breath leaves you momentairly and you cannot help but to breathe heavily for a few minutes after escaping the unforgiving cold of the shower into a place that is equally cold. The temperature somehow dictates how I feel.
Old feelings are coming to the surface as I try to get through this day. Certain people annoy me, and will always do so for that they have done. They always have that cheerful disposition that really gets on my nerves. For some reason I cannot stand the child-like cheerfulness coming from certain people. They call it laid back, I call it infantile.
I'm working myself up into an even more morose mood right now. So I will cut it short and get back to something more important.
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