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Lately, I've been spending a lot of time with the guy I like lately.
I have a feeling that he feels something for me, but..
He's moving after Christmas.
Everyone that I love or have ever loved has been moving away from me.
I feel so much loss in my heart and I don't want to get close to him anymore.
I can't handle losing someone else I love, so I want to cut off from him.
I don't know what to do and I'm so confused.

I think that I feel this way because of what happened with my dad when I was little.
He really ******** up my head and ******** up my life.
He left us and then came back and got my hopes up, and then he left again.
And now he's dying and about to leave AGAIN.

My best friends have all moved away from me and now another person I love is.
Am I destined to be lonely or something?