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1.)Lord Loss The Poem
by XxrshadowsxX

Lord Loss sows all the sorrows of the world
Lord Loss seeds the grief-starched trees
In the center of the web, lowly Lord Loss bows his head
Mangled hands, naked eyes
Fangled snaked his soul line
Curled inside like textured sin
Bloody, curdled sheets for skin
In the center of the web, vile Lord Loss torments the dead
Over strands of red, Lord Loss crawls
Dispensing pain, despising all
Shuns friends, nurtures foes
Ravages hope, breeds woe
Drinks moons, devours suns
Twirls his thumb till the reaper comes
In the center of the web, lush Lord Loss is all that's left

2.)My protecter, my guardian angel
Created by megansrp

as the sun sets
i see the face of an angel
looking down on me
he says to me
i'll be your protector
your guardian angel my love
ever since that night
hes been with me in my heart
noone can see or hear him but me
i love you my protector
my guardian angel

P.S: This poem is for my great uncle who passed away 5 years ago now on my cousins b-day. i miss him so very much and i believe that he is my own protecter and gaurdien angel! ♥


3.)The Suicide Man
Created by musickidxx

he sits in the room gun in his hand
why was he chosen
to be the suicide man?
brother may i take the gun
believe me, suicide
can't be all that fun
this doesn't have to be you're only choice
stop raising you're hand to you're temple
put it down, and follow my voice.
but he said, he doesn't agree
that he much rather fly
then stay here with me
he put the gun to his head
told me that he was sorry
and in a split second, he was dead
my first question, came in a cry
brother was i so horrible
that you had no choice but to die?
my last question, came in a plea
was it ever enough
to just have me?
but brother you chose the easy way out
suicide was you're mission
and you followed through, no doubt
brother you gave a life of pain and drone.
but that wasn't an excuse
to leave me alone.
brother let me explain in words of sorrow
where you travel.
i'll always follow.


4.)Hello, My Name Is Emo
Created by musickidxx

you call me emo, like it's my name
pick on me. because we're not the same
if you could see closer, you know that i'm much more
then just a girl who has cuts, deep in her core
but you'll never take the time to even know me
or establish the fact that my name is Bree
look closer, i'm much more then suicide and scars
but our conversations never got that far
you call me emo, like it's my name
but i'm not emo, and we're not the same
yes i'm not fond of life, yes i cut myself
no i don't do it for attention, no i don't need help
i just need to heal, the unbearable pain
that happens to flow, deep inside my veins
i'm not emo, i'm just Bree
you'd know that to, if you took the time to know me
yes i wear black, yes i listen to sad songs
yes i cry, but it only makes me strong
you call me emo, like it's my name
and moch me because, we're not the same
but whatever, i don't really care
you can keep screaming at me, till you run outta air
i guess you're thick skull, i'll never get through
so my new name is Emo, nice to meet you

5.)I am Alone
Created by twilght101fansu


Iam sad and lonely

I wonder why the world is cruel
I see fake smiles and friends
I want to be loved
I am alone and scared
I pretend to be stronrg

I feel lonely nothingness

I touch my frosen heart

I worry i will be swallowed up by darkness
I am hurt and bleeding
I understand the empty hearted

I say Im fine but Im not
I dream to have real friends
I try to be strong

I hope to find happyness
I am the cold nothingness waiting for warmth.


6.)More Then Suicide
Created by SheaRyhai

More Then Suicide


I know what it feels like to be angry at the world,

understand the pain of taking a chance and dealing with the hurt.

I've tasted pain most days of my life and forgotten how to smile,

but I can tell you that you'll have better days,

and they make it worth while.


I still know how it feels to be the disappointment.

Know what it's like when the one you love is your torment.

Abused and betrayed I lost my way with no where to call home,

so I really do know how it feels,

when all you feel is alone.


I've made mistakes that were intended for good.

I've learned how much my words can be easily misunderstood.

Life's not fair, so I fought back and still got a ways to go,

but I've made it this far and know,

there's still more I can show.


I have achieved a dream despite all my self doubts,

and through each attempt I learned more about myself.

It's no fairy tale, I'm as true as you, so just try to believe.

There's more then pain in life,

keep your head up and just breath.


I know what it's like when you have to make a choice,

there's more then suicide, you have your own voice.

No one decides your life, or guides your hand, it's all up to you.

But if it was your friend then,

what would you tell them to do?


7.)The Day I Became..Well Me.
Created by Bubbies1996


The Day I Became...Well Me.
I walk around the school,
I walk around the city,
...I even walk around in circles.
But do I ever run?
Of course I run.
From what you may ask...
From me.
But not only me, from the people who judge me,
who think that I am an outcast.
And judge me on my looks and not my personality.
Asking myself everyday "Why can't you be more like them?" or "Why do you do things differently?"
Everyday with each passing second I run, for my life and then...
I stop.
I answer thoses questions, saying back "I am me and if you don't like me then TO BAD!"
Because when I pass you in the halls, or pass you down the street, or even when you just see me walking around in my circles; because im the biggest dork in the world...
I WON'T CARE!
When you tell me that I'm a outcast I will turn the other cheek.
When you turn everyone against me I'll just ingore you.
And when you try to bring my world crashing down...
I will lift it up and go on with my life and live as if nothing ever happened.
Today I will smile,
Today I will laugh,
And most of all
I WILL BE ME,

This is the day when I become myself.