xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD yesterday was the best Halloween eva! Chris isn't allowed to celebrate halloween (sob) so I invited him to come and hang out at my house for the day. First we went to the cemetary behind my house- we looked at the graves and he figured out most of their ages (I already knew them sad ) anywho- he glomped me XD he came up from behind me and tackled me- it was funny. The best part was when we were watching Edward Scissor Hands. He some how pulled my arm and it ended up underneath his back, so I laid my head on his chest. It was funny when He took a deep breath XD. "Hehehehe." I laughed. "What?"
"Nothing...hehe."
A few moments later he took another deep breath in.
"Elevate~."
"Haha." He laughed.
He had his hand wrapped around my shoulder and would occasionally reach down and poke/tickle my side xD. Gawd I hate that. Or he would stick his finger in my ear and call it 'ear rape'.
The strange part was that I wanted to stay in his arms and fall asleep...and stay there forever... I didn't fall asleep because I was too worried that this was the dream...I didn't want to wake up...it had been so long since someone had held me like that...so long since I've heard a heart beat that wasn't the one of my own...the gentle breaths of another... I couldn't even see the movie over the arm of the loveseat, but I didn't care. Not only had I seen it a couple of days before, but mainly- I was happy just being there in his arms. He would squease me close to him.
Me: "I'm so glad this isn't my random hour... (inside joke) or my tail would be wagging :3"
Chris: "It is."
I had forgotten what it was like to be held in someone's arms like that... not only to be held, but to care back. 'Have I become this...cold?'
My dream come true was ruined by my mom in the end- she wanted to show us a pumpkin someone had carved on the computer. We got up and looked and that was the end of that. We went to my room and retraced Ninja Cat comics in my room. He pulled me on top of him and then I slid of his lap and...missing the bed e_e onto the floor. For the rest of the time- we talked about pears and fruit loosing their virginity xD not as scary as it sounds haha. Soon after- (5:00) he had to leave . and that was the best Halloween ever heart
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