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You make me smile when I feel suicidal,
You made me grin when I downed the gin.
Bottoms up, half a cup,
Poisoned with an Overdose of pills.

That sadistic smile's been haunting me for a while.
He wanted me to perish so him I couldn't cherish.
He took my love and sent him above,
But I fear I'll be going the other Way.

Shadows creeping on the wall, they all hate me after all,
They did this to my soul, now they have reached their macabre goal.
Gun to my head, I feel slightly dead,
No matter what's Before me.

Perfume with blood, spots on my hair,
My life is torturous, too much to bear.
Alone I cry, alone I die,
Misery has left me Cold.

When will this end, this hell on earth?
When will I be given new chances, new birth?
My pitiful life, filled with strife,
Who cares what Happens to me?

Demonic halo, angel of shadows,
Banished from heaven, or so it goes,
Bottemless pit, existance grit,
Condemned to Falling helplessly.

My arm hangs down, thoughts racing in my head,
My eyes laid on where you had once tread.
Blood spattered everywhere; I can smell it in the air.
A tale of lovers Past.

Casualty, running aimlessly,
Falls to the ground, not one more sound.
Caught by a shor, run out his clock.
The trials and tribulations of Battle.

Silk wrapped wound,
Seeping blood through and through.
Unstoppable flow, she's ready to go.
Home is where the Heart is.

Razor blade upon my skin,
Threatening to cut me as I delve deep in.
Right on the vein: I can feel the pain.
Scream bloody murder for the whole world to Hear.

Life is like a poem, a rhyming trance,
Catches your eye with but a glance.
Cryptic, it is, like a fizz.
Bubbles up until it Bursts.