It's been a long time since that day... Sometimes i wake up and think it happened yesterday... it's very depressing that i can't go back to then, i wish i could so badly... Things are more like hell than ever before. Only because of my own insolence is this happening. I thought of just about everything... i've tried almost everything... nothing seem to do it... I'm sorry but i don't think i will ever obtain that one "special secret ingredient" that I'm SAPOSED to have... I wont stop looking though, it's all i have left you see... nobody gets it... i KNOW how old i am... i know what extent my own brain can reach... i know that my brain has reached the pinecal of love... that last leap over the edge... i have already past that one step of no return... and to tell you the truth... i like where i have fallen.
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Francisco Ever Diaz.
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