so...i've been getting depressed lately... when i'm at school...i kinda get depressed cuz well...i dont feel like i fit in like most people do i'm kinda outcasted but i'm fine with being a nobody for my four years of high school neutral i knew i'd get this way all shy and what not i like my high school cuz there are some friends i dont really wanna leave and then there are somethings i want to do but i cant... its weird...its not some sick sentence with a sick meaning tho lol i'm just saying that...i wanna talk to someone...then i get the butterflies...get intimidated........and walk away............... feels like i'm a little kid again oh wow halloween is nxt week end and i hav nothing to be!!!! what am i gonna be?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! maybe.........................i'll jus be a panda lol so random idk i hate thinking about what i'm gonna be for halloween cuz then its way to much work to think about haha..................-______-............ soooooooooooooooooooo..................................... yeah..................... i hate this blaugh <------ it sickens me the color makes me wanna puke cuz it looks jus like the medicine i used to take when i wuz a kid...........a sickly disgusting cherry flavor my life isnt all bad tho mrgreen jus gotta smile to make people think life is great mrgreen gotta fake it mrgreen
-xky0ko-chanx- · Mon Oct 19, 2009 @ 02:54pm · 0 Comments |