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L.O.V.E
I hate feeling helpless, limited, restricted, beat. Im not very competitive, but take something that should be mine, yeah, it'll either a) hurt my feelings, b) upset me, c) make me cry, d) or even all of the above. Lately I have been emotional. Ray has the super power of making me cry without trying, but in a good way, though I swear I cry too much. But dude, I have never felt more loved in my life, I feel at the highest point Ive had so far in my life. You know, life isnt always fair, it doesnt always give you what you ask for, sometimes it gives you excatly what you want, and other times it gives you something so amazing that you never would have thought to ask for. Thats how he makes me feel. Like I got something that I never would have thought existed, all this love for me, for him, our love, its just beautiful. I have never felt this way about someone before. Its weird, but I love it, I love him. He makes me want to wake up just to talk to him. Just the thought of him brings a smile to my face. He doesnt pressure me to do anything, he is VERY patient with me. Im not used to such kindness and love in a relationship. I trust him with my heart and I would trust him with my life. I hope everyone can find a love like we have. Id leave everything behind to be with him, just us, together forever. Ima marry that boy one day!! heart heart
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