well i moved to saint helens a few days ago.I hate it here always have, i tend to call it saint hell.Befor i moved here i was basicaly told i wasnt wanted here and that they were only helping cause i was family.I was also told by my own mother that i wasnt wanted there ether. That me being around always caused to much stress. So anywhere i go anymore im not wanted wich SUCKS.It isnt rite to tell somone you dont want them around and expect them to feel ok about it.
Anyway i moved here and i was told i was gonna get a couple days to settle in. I thought ok thats nice, cool.Well thats so far from the truth. I ended up "helping" clean the entire alpartment(more like i did most of it >.> wink well anyway i havent had anytime to calm down at all and the people here are treating me like i dont know anything and giving me orders like a robot.since ive been here its been non stop do this do that.
Also i sware everyday here HAS to have some sort of stressfull situation and nothing from the past can ever stay were it belongs...IN THE DAMN PAST!and they fight over stupid crap all the time.Anyway the chiled that lives here is ADHD big time and throws screaming fits constantly.Oh and i forgot to mention that lastnight the chiled threw afit and they blamed it on her not taking it well that i was living here so i guess its my fult now.I live in the livingroom and never get time to myself.Im being smothered and im gonna snap,and my father holy s**t man i am 20 years old now not 5.
 Ylva Wolfblood · Tue Oct 13, 2009 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
