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Heya!!! Yea this has probably been the worst week of my life. not the best at all but i have noticed myself turning to even more muzic then normal. I have been listening to really sinister songs. like here i come falling by As I Lay Dying. It is a really good song. Also so much guy drama. I mean I am popular but for school stuf not for being socially popular. I actually have a lot of people that dont like me cuz i am smart(well kinda) but i dont see whatz so special about me. To be completly honest i don think that anything is special about me... I just hate hurting guys espically cuz they are really close friends of mine... I know that things will just turn out to be very awkward between me and them. But anyway i got my progress reports yesterday and my parents are not that happy. i got one B+ in Algebra and the rest A's. i gotta raise that grade before i leave my house! you know how stupid that is!!!! GAH! They think that i need a tutor but to tell you the truth I dont have time for a tuteor. I actually have a life other than school. I am just kinda of tired of hiding my problems. It is like there is another person is hiding behind the lies that I proceed. Anyway! I hope that the year gets better and i found out who I really am. Thanx for reading! <3 yooh!
-Azeee!