Remember me? The creepy, depressed 6th grader who demanded attention? That's not me anymore.I'm different now.I don't care what people say about me. My family and Julie are my only true friends. I only need myself to love me. i don't need Ryan or Graham or any other guys I mentioned here.
If this is me reading this in a year, I want you to remember all you went through with Ryan. If you have a boyfriend DO NOT LET HIM HURT YOU!!! If this is me reading this in 20 years and you're happily married, remember I still love you no matter what. If you need a friend when you're upset then I'm here.
Don't be a disgrace to the younger you.She loves you with all her heart. You're a beautiful person. Let this be a rreminder that you will always have someone with you. Don't let anyone tell you differently. Never forget your true self. And don't take things for granted.
Remember to listen to Lady Gaga's "BoysBoysBoys" and remember to never stop dancing while cleaning. Don't give up on yourself. You're going to be something important, whether you are 15 or 60. You still have time.
For now I will get good grades so you can do anything. Don't forget your list of goals and your poetry. Someday the things you write will be famous. This is only to help you get through tough days.
Remember that I really, truely love you and guys just get in the way. You don't need them. You need yourself and that is all. Remember these times!!!
March - The feild trip!
Remember how you got that crush on Cody? That was funny! You made him go in the lazy river and it was freezing. You bet him 5 dollars each ide that he wouldn't scream. But he didn't. You went on so many rides with him and got yourself lost once! You had to get back or Rae would be mad. But she was. She wouldn't go on any rides though. Then you accidently sent her the message you meant to send Julie!
Remember the Field Days Parade? You flirted SO bad. But you head fun. Your were still mad at Ashley though.
Remember the Bumble Bee ride with Cass and the guy didn't remember you were on when he was cleaning the puke on. The water came down on you!
Remember the bach, after you went to the Seward house w/ Smith + Crew. It was the first time you didn't care about your body. Ad Cody C. kept looking too! The ride home was sooo funny. You tried to get him and Ally to hold hands.
And the nights sitting with Grampa on the deck and watching the fish.
Remember Lady and Peanutand Dust and Carmie. Mittens, your kitten, Princess, Jingles, Tigey and Hurcules.
NEVER FORGET KITKAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't hate yourself anymore.
Don't hate your body.
Don't give up on yourself.
Don't let people control you.
Don't let people put you down.
Don't put down your dreams because people say it's impossible.
Love yourself because you are beautiful. Never changebecause of soeone else. Always be yourself and go after your dreams. No one deserves you if they don't love you. And they don't want to try they are losing something good.
Remember old and new friends. Don't give up on anyone. Stop lying to yourself. You're one of the best there is. Be close to your enemies.
 Miss-Grace-Murder · Sat Oct 10, 2009 @ 05:03pm · 0 Comments |
