ME?
im the kind of girl that will tell her "friends" SHES O.K.A.Y.
then cry the night away.
we all dream of a fantasy.
mine was that me and gavin would love each other forever.
but now i see how stupid that is.cause he dont love me anymore.
and dang does it hurt.more then i could ever dream about.
when i think of him,talk to him,or even hear his name the pain washs over me and i go numb;the felling that fells so good.
somtimes i go to the land of happyness,and truly its not what i thought it would be.when i first thought of the land of happyness i thought ofwhat every kid dreams of,ice cream,pie(my favorite),and happy bunnys jumping around singing happy songs.but i found out its just a emty room but a bed.and i lay down no matter how awake i am.and i sleep,and dream a happy dream,not the nightmares i have every night.
and i really frully love it there.
almost as much as i love him.
 blackcloud711 · Sat Sep 26, 2009 @ 06:29pm · 0 Comments |
