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coiled around, in a room the orange sun shone down on
refrain, I ask if I was rusted
what was plundered for sacrifice, nowadays?
my heavy breast is suddenly pierced, where's the pain?
Hollow...

the starved world danced towards wilderness
someday, I'll be laughing while even my hopes turn to lies
sweet lust swarms together, the same as ants
surely while I lived, I was dying too
Hollow... wash me in jeers, it's alright if you laugh...
Hollow... spit your saliva on me, it's alright if you laugh...

Lalala... my torn off pride is shaking like a ghost
Lalala... I'm funny stupid, for what did I lose all my ideals?

unsympathetic voices, wash me with your criticisms
to the point where I won't feel the pain. I'm clumsy, all right
my shattered happiness turns white under reason
disappeared completely to suffering
Hollow... wash me in jeers, it's alright if you laugh...
Hollow... spit your saliva on me, it's alright if you laugh...

Lalala... smeared with muddy lustfulness flesh & blood
Lalala... I'm funny stupid, for what did I lose all my ideals?

lost all light... drowned in greed

Lalala... I'm releasing my ideals and reality round & round
Lalala... I'm funny stupid; even fates that are tied together are sliced asunder
Lalala... if I'm fading, I want to blaze out now...
Lalala... if I'm fading, let's blaze out now...

I want to see the blue sky,
I put the trigger in my hand to my crazed brain.